Ever bought a lottery ticket where the chances of winnin is about a billion to one….n some how (not surprisingly) you don’t end up with the jackpot. … I mean, how could u???…u had a billion to one chance of winnin that!!!

now…i bet thousands of ppl gave the LMAT last month….. out of which I was one too. That makes me one in atleast a thousand. After a month or so, every one got their results via mail (atleast all the ppl I know) …..yet….I find my maibox EMPTY!!! And now I ask myself this, how in the world did I beat the odds of one in a thousand of getting my mail lost…esp when it was a reliable courier service (not so reliable anymore!!!).

Not gettin the result is another issue, but what bothers me is that I actually beat the odds of ‘one in a thousand’!!! In amongst atleast a thousand people, I was the one person who didn’t get the score in the mail!! its been a week now, and yet no mail!!! How can that happen????

I am not as lucky as beating these kinds of odds. Its completely silly. I don’t beat that kind of odds with my lottery ticket, but when it comes to “Not getting the mail”, I am that “one in a thousand!!!” What is this??? Is my bad luck just too good that I actually beat the odds of one in a thousand??? Cuz if it is, what I ought to be doing right now is try to figure out a way to use my ‘exceptionally good bad luck’ to my advantage. I could be winnin a lot of riches that way.

Just think about it, I beat the odds of being ‘one in a thousand’. Now I know I can do that, cuz thats what jus has happened. The trick is, to use that kind of luck to my advantage…lets say in a lottery or something. …And I’m totally clueless about how that can be achieved; to use my bad luck to my advantage.

That would actually make my “good bad luck” my “good luck”, but its my bad luck which is so good that my good luck is no where to be seen. How does one use his/her “good bad luck” to his/her advantage?!?! …cuz if it can’t be done….then I just feel sorry for myself and all those people with “good back lucks” that they are bound to miss out on important mails in their lives.

(this is only to remind myself)

The other day I was reading ayaz’s blogs (a frnd of mine) and i commented on it. pretty soon i got a reply to it…n found out that i’d actually gotten into a fight with him over …well…NOTHING!! (thats the fun part ) I continued that fight…..said a lot fo crap, took out my frustration on him ….n felt quite better. ….not that he deserved it…..but he said something that really made me give him a piece of my mind. ….don’t worry..we’re still frnds ..(i hope!!)

So here it is…my very own blog space….where i plan to take out all my frustrations, my experinces in this bizarre and crazy world…where I can pick fights n give people a piece of my mind without getting physical n breaking any bones.

my frnds are more than welcome to comment on my blogs!!!

Where do i get the time for it ???

I need to take some time out for this kind of junk. Only to develop a healthy atitude !!! (hope it works)

Is this my Diary?? ….HELL NO!!!

this is a public place where i speak my share of crap and people can read it (if anyone wants to) n comment on it.

this is a place where i put down all my frustrations, and experiences and hope something good comes out of it.

..n if i get too good at it…maybe i’ll write a book and publish it

Hence forth starts my blogging